dragonflyfaerie90

wait-      stop.   look back at me, look me in the eye. can't you see the pain in my eyes? feel my (broken) heartbeat fade&&break  [smother the pulse.] can't you feel my broken-ness? can't you tell i'm not ready for this?  for who you want me to (be)?. wait-    don't leave  but look away as i start to cry (you've already seen me at my lowest,  why bother showing you i'm worst   than that?.) *rain pours down my window-pain.* promise you'll come again another day.

  downfall so i'm wearing my "prep shirt" as you always said it was, and i've got my star pants on. you always thought they looked good. so i'm wearing them now and thinking of you. you always were my favorite thought. so i'm alone now. and i'm trying to get through each day on its own. you always were stronger between the two of us. so i'm thinking of leaning on you now and you keep pushing me away. you always were my weakness. so i'm trying to move on. and each day it gets a little easier. you always said you'd be there for me. so i'm thinking how it's different now. and it all comes down to you. you always were my dow

(once upon a time) you'll never have any idea of how much i miss you because i sit here in silence, not letting on how i feel and you'll never catch the double meaning of my words because you don't see them for what they're worth. and you'll never see me cry, sitting alone in the dark because i don't want to explain the open wounds in my heart. and you'll never see how much i love you. because it was never meant to be that way. and you'll never understand what you meant to me. because i could never find the words to tell you. but i guess it doesn't matter anymore. because you never felt the same way. and you never will. but i'